I like fairies, they didn't have it, so I was forced into this. oh well.

Well,
After two weeks of being home I am proud to say that I am returning back to NAZARETH which in the long run ends up being my real home.  Or as onthers put it the home away from home but this home here in Addison is not really my home any more it is my home by some of a biological sense but I feel happy and secure for the first time in a long time at Nazareth and that is what I have wanted for a long time. 
Some things that helped during the tough times with out cutting was thinking of different songs that have inspirational parts in them some of these inspirational parts include:
Someone's Watching Over Me
By: Hilary Duff
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Jericho
By: Hilary Duff
Hop on a fast train out of town
Downside up and Upside down
Going fast is going slow
One more mile to Jericho
Nothing is ever what it seems
When you live insider your dreams

The walls will tumble
The walls will tumble
But I'm not gonna cry
My heart won't crumble
My heart won't crumble
If we ever say goodbye

The River
Garth Brooks
You know a dream
Is like a river
Ever changin' as it flows
And a dreamer's
Just a vessel
That must follow
Where it goes
Trying to learn from
What's behind you
And never knowing
What's in store
Makes each day
A constant battle
Just to stay between
The shores
And
I will sail my vessel
Till the river runs dry
Like a bird upon the wind
These waters are my sky
I'll never
Reach my destination
If I never try
So I will sail my vessel
'Till the river runs dry

She's a Butterfly
By: Martina McBride
She's a butterfly, pretty as the crimson sky
Nothing's ever gonna bring her down
And everywhere she goes
Everybody knows she's so glad to be alive
She's a butterfly

Well as you can tell there are plenty more but it is awesome to find songs lyrics that are helpful in helping you make it just through a day.  That is all life is about making it through day by day.
Well I got to go to bed seeing as I have to be up in four hours fun fun fun fun fun fun