Well school gives too much work.  Home life is a constant fight and I can't win and it sucks in every way.  I wish that there was a world for teenagers so they could just go and relax even if it was for five minutes.  Even when my mom isn't home to bitch I still get bitched at.  And now no one is talking to me because I am not giving up going to area All-State and I got mad because mom isn't going to go.  She is going to cooperstown and leaving me to figure out how I am going to get around and that is just wrong.  As I said life sucks and it doesn't help that I just want to get the F*** out of this house and go to college.  This last year could not take any longer to get over with.