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Who Knows

fairyring2004 — 2007-06-01T10:06:32-05:00

Well Hello Everyone,
I am sorry I know I am horrbible about updating this thing even though you would think I would be a lot better about this. Well I am stuck in Mexico for the summer even though you would...

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Wow

fairyring2004 — 2007-04-27T11:04:55-05:00

Hello!,
Wow! It was a long time since I have been on here. I have been doing here at college since January and am finally still lost about what the hell I am going to do about my life. It...

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I really don't know

fairyring2004 — 2006-08-28T01:08:10-05:00

Twas the night before classes

And all through the dorms

Not a student was walking

All were asleep in their beds

Some were to wake up at eight

While...

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Well

fairyring2004 — 2006-08-24T02:08:03-05:00

Well,
After two weeks of being home I am proud to say that I am returning back to NAZARETH which in the long run ends up being my real home. Or as onthers put it the home away from home but this home here in...

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Fucken Breaking Down

fairyring2004 — 2006-07-26T12:07:58-05:00

I give up is what I want to say but I know I can't give up because if I give up than I am going to have to go back to my mother and I don't want that. I worked so hard to make it this far but I feel like I am...

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Ahhhh

fairyring2004 — 2006-07-24T09:07:03-05:00

College is fun granted but it is more stressful than anyone had everwarned me. Now I have finished studing for my test tomorrow I already took a test today and not to mind that I am driving myself completly...

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I wish i understood

fairyring2004 — 2006-06-21T11:06:57-05:00

I wish I understood why everyday I have a different mood. Yes I know I am bipolar but that does not change the fact that one day I am beating my self up mentally and emotionally, and now I am happy go lucky even though...

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I think I give up

fairyring2004 — 2006-06-20T07:06:31-05:00

I give up or at least I feel like I give up. I try so hard to be perfect and than I screw up. I completly want to be accepted by mom but yet I know it is impossible. I wish I understood how I feel but I know...

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Crazy but Happy

fairyring2004 — 2006-06-19T02:06:50-05:00

I can finally say that even though I am completly crazy at times I am finally happy. Maybe life is still hell but in the end it is all worth it. Nothing that I can do can actually change how and who I am...

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Confused

fairyring2004 — 2006-05-18T10:05:12-05:00

I am confused. I don't see how I am always so wrong. I don't understand how I am always seeming to be the outsider looking inward on my own life. I try so hard but yet it feels like I don't...

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